ikea-graveyard:

Okay this white dude had a black girlfriend and they were walking by me and the dude said, “you know what babe, realtors are so lazy when it comes to financing” and she literally replied with, “why do you have to talk about the most boring shit, Steve”.

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me and james

enlargers:

"can i ask you something?" my immediate reply says “go for it" but my mind has already gone through the seven stages of grief

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"PLEASE HELP MAKE MY BDAY A GOOD BDAY" POST

aspookywitch:

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HEY GUYS HEY my name is Cyrus, and I turn 23 this Saturday(Aug 2)! And if it’s not too much, I have a bit of a birthday request.

I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood and adolescent abuse. The symptoms of it are so severe that I am currently unable to work, and sometimes have a difficult time functioning from day to day. Lately it’s been particularly brutal- I’ve been fluctuating between being depressive, paranoid, and dissociating. Sometimes a combination of the three, as well as other intense mind states that I have little control over. I’ve been receiving treatment for years… but the thing about mental illness is that sometimes progress grinds to a halt and it takes AGES of struggling forward before you finally get back to a good place.

I’m currently living with my boyfriend, who has a full time job with a decent income- which is pretty dang awesome! Buuuut we’ve currently hit a slump where we’ve been overwhelmed with credit payment, medical bills and vet bills. We haven’t had any money that didn’t immediately go right to basics in a loooong time- I’ve had to go weeks without medication because we just had to wait for a paycheck, and there’s a LOT of little things that keep adding up that we just can’t afford all at once. I’ve gone over a month without conditioner, vitamins, or laundry money. I wore the same pair of $15 flats for five years and I haven’t bought a new shirt in nearly as long. Not horrible, but it gets to you sometimes.

For a while I did what I could by selling commissions buuuut it’s gotten to a point where that’s not going to be an option for a while. Drawing as much as i needed to get a decent income was too overwhelming and causing unbearable anxiety and exhaustion. I planned to power through it, but my psychiatrist and therapists have instructed me to take an extended break from the commission business. There’s been an IMMEDIATE improvement within a few days, but as great as that is that’s still a lot of money lost.

SO, I’m openly asking for donations, because I’m not going to lie the absolute best, and i mean BEST birthday present possible would literally be having an extra $30-50 to go out to Kroger’s and just refill on all the necessities that’ve been been having to ration for so damn long. And maybe a bubble tea. Having enough to do something nice like eat out or visit the museum would also be great, but I’ll be straight with you: if all I get is $4 for a brand spankin new bottle of conditioner I am gonna be over the moon. That’s not even sarcastic, I’m literally tearing up at the thought of it. There’s a major loss of dignity that comes with not being able to keep up with basic hygiene because of your mental illness, and not having to think about that for a day would be PHENOMENAL.

If you’d like to donate, my Paypal is WORLDSBIGGESTTRUCK(at)gmail.com.

And if you like here’s my Amazon Wishlist!

Thank you, thank you THANK YOU so much for all of your support- I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for the generosity and compassion of so many amazing people.

 

Signal Boosts are appreciated, but I’m not sure if I’d like this to get too much attention- If you can’t afford to give anything, It’d be HELLA nice to wake up on Saturday to a few ‘happy birthday’s in my inbox c:

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bday post just one more day i promise guys

coughmanic:

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Some time ago some people dug up the original, unedited version of Katz’ theme song.

And since it’s October, there really isnt any better time to post it.

SO, Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you:

Duo - Florence Caillon

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"PLEASE HELP MAKE MY BDAY A GOOD BDAY" POST

aspookywitch:

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HEY GUYS HEY my name is Cyrus, and I turn 23 this Saturday(Aug 2)! And if it’s not too much, I have a bit of a birthday request.

I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood and adolescent abuse. The symptoms of it are so severe that I am currently unable to work, and sometimes have a difficult time functioning from day to day. Lately it’s been particularly brutal- I’ve been fluctuating between being depressive, paranoid, and dissociating. Sometimes a combination of the three, as well as other intense mind states that I have little control over. I’ve been receiving treatment for years… but the thing about mental illness is that sometimes progress grinds to a halt and it takes AGES of struggling forward before you finally get back to a good place.

I’m currently living with my boyfriend, who has a full time job with a decent income- which is pretty dang awesome! Buuuut we’ve currently hit a slump where we’ve been overwhelmed with credit payment, medical bills and vet bills. We haven’t had any money that didn’t immediately go right to basics in a loooong time- I’ve had to go weeks without medication because we just had to wait for a paycheck, and there’s a LOT of little things that keep adding up that we just can’t afford all at once. I’ve gone over a month without conditioner, vitamins, or laundry money. I wore the same pair of $15 flats for five years and I haven’t bought a new shirt in nearly as long. Not horrible, but it gets to you sometimes.

For a while I did what I could by selling commissions buuuut it’s gotten to a point where that’s not going to be an option for a while. Drawing as much as i needed to get a decent income was too overwhelming and causing unbearable anxiety and exhaustion. I planned to power through it, but my psychiatrist and therapists have instructed me to take an extended break from the commission business. There’s been an IMMEDIATE improvement within a few days, but as great as that is that’s still a lot of money lost.

SO, I’m openly asking for donations, because I’m not going to lie the absolute best, and i mean BEST birthday present possible would literally be having an extra $30-50 to go out to Kroger’s and just refill on all the necessities that’ve been been having to ration for so damn long. And maybe a bubble tea. Having enough to do something nice like eat out or visit the museum would also be great, but I’ll be straight with you: if all I get is $4 for a brand spankin new bottle of conditioner I am gonna be over the moon. That’s not even sarcastic, I’m literally tearing up at the thought of it. There’s a major loss of dignity that comes with not being able to keep up with basic hygiene because of your mental illness, and not having to think about that for a day would be PHENOMENAL.

If you’d like to donate, my Paypal is WORLDSBIGGESTTRUCK(at)gmail.com.

And if you like here’s my Amazon Wishlist!

Thank you, thank you THANK YOU so much for all of your support- I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for the generosity and compassion of so many amazing people.

 

Signal Boosts are appreciated, but I’m not sure if I’d like this to get too much attention- If you can’t afford to give anything, It’d be HELLA nice to wake up on Saturday to a few ‘happy birthday’s in my inbox c:

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im fucking exhausted but i dont want to sleep i dont want any more nightmares. i hate dreaming

emmasgonemad asked:

Sorry, I don't know if you're up to explain this, but I'm super confused. I've been seeing 'otherkin' and other words ending in kin around and have no idea what they mean.

Spooky as HECK Answer:

mamamantis:

someone who’s otherkin identifies with something other than human - anything from a real animal like a cat or eagle to mythical creatures like fae or unicorns to really abstract concepts like stars or space or things like that. for a lot of them it’s spiritual - i.e. the belief that their soul is the soul of whatever they identify with, which is called a kintype, or that they were their kintype in a past life - and for some it’s just a very strong mental/emotional connection or feeling of identity. (by that extension, the words you see ending in -kin are probably people’s kintypes: robotkin, badgerkin, etc)

some common protests to this concept (not implying that u think these things, but they’re things u might hear that i think should be addressed):

"but cee, don’t they KNOW that they’re human???? how could someone actually think they’re an animal or a fairy or something?" yes, they know. trust me. the idea that otherkin are ~*~deluded cr*zies who are out of touch with reality~*~ is an ableist load of shit that’s spread by ppl who like to bully them to try to discredit their experiences

"that’s ridiculous and silly and has been made up by special snowflake 14-year-olds for attention and to feel special" nnnnot really? spiritual and emotional feelings of connection with something beyond humanity have been pretty universally common throughout all of human history. also special snowflake is an ableist term stop using it

"otherkin appropriate trans terminology/try to worm their way into marginalized communities!" like every person i know who is otherkin is trans? there’s a very strong correlation as far as i’ve seen. also i don’t know a single person who ids as otherkin and thinks they are specifically oppressed for that identity - every single time i’ve seen sth along those lines, or a supposedly cis otherkin person who uses trans terminology, it’s always been a troll account trying to smear the otherkin community

"well i just think it’s weird and fake" cool whatever

there is, from what i’ve seen, a LOT of overlap between otherkin identities and non-cis identities, and between otherkin identities and mental disability. people try to use BOTH of those correlations to discredit and smear and justify bullying otherkin but when it comes down to it there is literally not a single thing wrong w these identities and people are just being fuckin  jerks, and if anything these correlations should speak to the ways that regardless of whether or not you “get” it or whether or not it counts as “sj” there are communities that we should be standing up for. the people who shit on otherkin are the same ppl that shit on neopronouns and on “sjws” and on “feminazis” - as far as i’m concerned we’re on the same side

sorry that kind of turned into a rant and was probably way more than u asked for but. i have a lot of kin friends and there are a lot of misconceptions so i get a lil steamed sometimes

personally ive seen a lot of cultural appropriation, ableism  and predatory behavior in otherkin communities, but tbh its impossible to openly speak about that because bigoted shitheads will jump on the chance to jump in and use your words as an excuse to go HA EVEN OTHER SJW FEMINAZIS HATE OTHERKIN!!!! or whatever. And i can see otherkin being hesitant to speak out about such behavior exactly because theyll have words shoved in their mouth and used to further harass more people. egh

yr not weak. abusers are weak. bullies are weak. the willfully ignorant are weak. it takes a strong and brave heart to be relentlessly compassionate and actively work being the best hero u can be. ur strong!!!! those who feel the need to tear down others so they dont have to build themselves up are the ones who are helpless in the face of a beast who will always be more powerful.

yr not weak. abusers are weak. bullies are weak. the willfully ignorant are weak. it takes a strong and brave heart to be relentlessly compassionate and actively work being the best hero u can be. ur strong!!!! those who feel the need to tear down others so they dont have to build themselves up are the ones who are helpless in the face of a beast who will always be more powerful.

i fully embrace the label of being a monster/beast because i want the weak of heart to live in fear of me. I am a walking reflection of the darker aspects of humanity that everyone tries so hard to hide away. I am the bogeyman you can never escape, and all you can ever do is pretend that you don’t see me in every shadow, around every corner, in your reflection. The cruel truths I constantly whisper into your ear will always fester in the back of your mind, gradually pulling away at the veil of ignorance that you desperately try to keep up.

I was raised to feel less than human, to be ashamed of my existence and bury away my pain. they did a great job of creating a monster, but they were too fucking stupid to realize that monsters cant be controlled forever. Now they’ll spend the rest of their lives terrified of the skeletons in their closets revealing themselves.They’ll spend their lives in fear of the bogeyman they created and they have no one to blame but themselves.

nice

I REMEMBER THIS ISSUE HOLY SHIT
the archies got a new agent who insisted that all they needed to make it big was some over the top gimmick and all the costumes they had were fucking ridiculous i wish i still had it or i would scan it right now

I REMEMBER THIS ISSUE HOLY SHIT

the archies got a new agent who insisted that all they needed to make it big was some over the top gimmick and all the costumes they had were fucking ridiculous i wish i still had it or i would scan it right now

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"PLEASE HELP MAKE MY BDAY A GOOD BDAY" POST

aspookywitch:

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HEY GUYS HEY my name is Cyrus, and I turn 23 this Saturday(Aug 2)! And if it’s not too much, I have a bit of a birthday request.

I suffer from PTSD as a result of childhood and adolescent abuse. The symptoms of it are so severe that I am currently unable to work, and sometimes have a difficult time functioning from day to day. Lately it’s been particularly brutal- I’ve been fluctuating between being depressive, paranoid, and dissociating. Sometimes a combination of the three, as well as other intense mind states that I have little control over. I’ve been receiving treatment for years… but the thing about mental illness is that sometimes progress grinds to a halt and it takes AGES of struggling forward before you finally get back to a good place.

I’m currently living with my boyfriend, who has a full time job with a decent income- which is pretty dang awesome! Buuuut we’ve currently hit a slump where we’ve been overwhelmed with credit payment, medical bills and vet bills. We haven’t had any money that didn’t immediately go right to basics in a loooong time- I’ve had to go weeks without medication because we just had to wait for a paycheck, and there’s a LOT of little things that keep adding up that we just can’t afford all at once. I’ve gone over a month without conditioner, vitamins, or laundry money. I wore the same pair of $15 flats for five years and I haven’t bought a new shirt in nearly as long. Not horrible, but it gets to you sometimes.

For a while I did what I could by selling commissions buuuut it’s gotten to a point where that’s not going to be an option for a while. Drawing as much as i needed to get a decent income was too overwhelming and causing unbearable anxiety and exhaustion. I planned to power through it, but my psychiatrist and therapists have instructed me to take an extended break from the commission business. There’s been an IMMEDIATE improvement within a few days, but as great as that is that’s still a lot of money lost.

SO, I’m openly asking for donations, because I’m not going to lie the absolute best, and i mean BEST birthday present possible would literally be having an extra $30-50 to go out to Kroger’s and just refill on all the necessities that’ve been been having to ration for so damn long. And maybe a bubble tea. Having enough to do something nice like eat out or visit the museum would also be great, but I’ll be straight with you: if all I get is $4 for a brand spankin new bottle of conditioner I am gonna be over the moon. That’s not even sarcastic, I’m literally tearing up at the thought of it. There’s a major loss of dignity that comes with not being able to keep up with basic hygiene because of your mental illness, and not having to think about that for a day would be PHENOMENAL.

If you’d like to donate, my Paypal is WORLDSBIGGESTTRUCK(at)gmail.com.

And if you like here’s my Amazon Wishlist!

Thank you, thank you THANK YOU so much for all of your support- I honestly don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for the generosity and compassion of so many amazing people.

 

Signal Boosts are appreciated, but I’m not sure if I’d like this to get too much attention- If you can’t afford to give anything, It’d be HELLA nice to wake up on Saturday to a few ‘happy birthday’s in my inbox c:

bday post